I'm deprived of time.. I need more time.. 24hours is just not enough for me... There is just so many things that needs to be done and so little time... Oh god, I just need more time.. It's like I need to at least do something every minute just to make sure that there is enough time to finish what is to be done for a day... I just got back from KL on Saturday.. I am deprived of sleep ever since last Monday... I lack energy to pass by each day.. Will be working later.. Have projects to be done.. Have house chores/cooking to be done.. Have babysitting to be done.. Have to spare time for boyfriend.. Have to spare time for family.. Have to spare time for friends.. More importantly, have to spare time for myself, which is just a mere hour.. Lately, it's barely an hour.. I don't even have any spare time to exercise.. and boy do i need to! I need a walking planner... :( Will be gone till the semester starts...
Till then, Yasmin Nimsay
With every up and down, Playing your body like the strings on a Spanish Guitar Til the break of dawn, You and I be makin' them Ooh Aah Sounds
Tuesday, June 2, 2009 @ 10:44 PM
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Lately, I've been keeping in touch with a side of me that is around, just not practiced often... Been listening to this kindda music just because they calm me down, makes me feel at ease and just make me feel whole again... It always make me tear... To me, its a great feeling cause that means that i'm still in touch with the Almighty.. It reminded me of my purpose in this world.. I admit that I've just been thinking of the world now.. and not the latter.. I've been such a sinner for the past few years.. There is just too many temptations and distractions in this world.. But i guess it shouldn't be an excuse... I should be strong enough to resist them... I feel so ashamed... Then i saw a friend's fb pics of a funeral and it further dawns on me that life ain't a joke.. One day i'll be gone too and i wanna be ready.. If i were to regret later, it'll be too late.. I'd already be gone...
I guess it's good to ponder for a few minutes everyday out of 24hrs to just embrace life and purpose in this world... Change begins with you.. It's time to change before it's too late...
I'm on my way, i hope...
YASMIN
Live every day as if it were your last, because one of these days, it will be.-- Jeremy Schwartz.